Presenting to you, a one of a kind coming of age film in relation to drugs and staying sober – Trainspotting. There may not be a literal transition of young adolescents to adulthood, but in this film, Mark Renton takes viewers on a journey through his personal growth – from heroin to back and beyond.
In the first few scenes, I was a bit confused. Something seemed too familiar. It almost seemed like I was watching part two of Schizopolis. For the first thirty minutes, cinematography and dialogue wise, the two films were quite similar. The scene where Renton is swallowed up by a toliet just to retrieve his stash of opium and where he has vivid hallucinations in his room are just as weird, or considerably even weirder, as Elmo Oxygen and Fletcher Munson. Because of this, I was not as emotionally invested in the movie. However, after a few more minutes and less Schizopolis like scenes, I lent my full attention to one of Danny Boyle’s masterpieces.
Personally, I only started to fully understand the plot when Mark Renton escapes to London for a fresh start. Before this turning point, I looked at this film as something only Steven Soderbergh would come up with.
Instead of focusing on the technical aspects of getting clean, Trainspotting delves into the social aspects. It was also able to tackle a societal issue in the 90s – the AIDS epidemic. As mentioned above, director Danny Boyle was also able to portray Mark Renton’s journey as a sort of coming of age film – from an addict to someone who actually chose life.
Mark’s group of friends, Spud, Sick Boy, Begbie, and Tommy, all affected his life one way or the other – whether a drug addict or a violent psychopath. However, only Mark wakes up and finally realizes he has to stop wasting his time and start living. When he does start his new life in London, his group of friends come back to haunt him. They have no respect for his personal space and his decision to become free of drugs, crime, and violence. For a while, they drag him back to the world of heroin, but in the end, Mark still chooses life.

Mark’s monologue in the beginning and end gave me chills. At first, Mark was telling viewers to choose life, when he himself could not. Instead, he chose to live on drugs. However, in the end, he finally aimed to get the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, and everything he ever dreamed of.
I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you’ve got heroin?
Mark Renton, Trainspotting (1996)
As the music played in the last scene, and might I say the film’s soundtrack was absolutely iconic for their generation, I felt very triumphant for Mark. He might have lost his friends and his source of happiness, but at least now, he can live to the fullest. When he was running and reciting his monologue, he knew he was on his way to living a normal life – off to discover what it means to be high on life.


