Trainspotting is a 1996 crime drama film featuring Ewan McGregor as Mark Renton and his heroin-addicted friends. Renton opens the film by telling people: “Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career…” and a bunch of other things that typically represent “normal life”—a satire of everyone else, meaning, everyone else who is not addicted to heroin like him. The film depicts the life of Renton and his friends who are struggling against heroin.

‘Trainspotting’ as many might not know, is a slang for shooting up heroin through the veins. This often leaves a dark line that you can see through the veins on the arm, which they call a “track,” hence, why injecting heroin through the veins is also called ‘trainspotting.’ As they say, small gestures count but we’re all suckers for big things. Trainspotting is a film about pleasure—or pleasures for that matter. It is a struggle between pleasures—heroin or normal life, an underaged girlfriend or following the law, Iggy Pop or Lizzy (in the case of Tommy).

As Renton attempts to get away from the pleasure of heroin to pursue the pleasure of a normal life—normal according to popular practice, at least—he finds himself to be a mockery by normal life. As much as he wants to separate himself from heroin, he hates the side of “normal life” that looks down upon him as a piece of trash. He knows that heroin isn’t healthy but he also doesn’t want to be like the normal people who call heroin addicts like him ‘trash’. Normal people, in his eyes, become monsters, and though a part of him seeks the pleasure of this “normal life” that does not depend on heroin, he can’t help going back. He knows it’s bad for him but it makes him feel so good, so much better than the monsters of “normal life”—his parents, a job, mortgage, bills, and so on. But the heroin life isn’t easy either. Renton laments: “It looks easy, this, but it’s not. It looks like a doss, like a soft option. But living like this, it’s a full-time business. Pleasure always came at a cost, whichever form it took, be it heroin or “normal life.”

Unhappiness and pain—as much as people desire to get away from it, there can be no real escape. The pleasure is always temporary. People get jobs because they want to escape poverty and owing money. People have friendships, family, even sex, in order to escape loneliness. People take drugs just to escape the general feeling of it. Every day is a struggle for another hit.
It is the same struggle whichever century you were born in. People are quite obnoxious regarding this matter. They like to say that no one else could ever understand what they were going through. The pain may belong to only one person but what people forget is that everyone else has the brains to experience it. People have always struggled against some kind of suffering—wild animals, the miracles of nature, colonization, civil war, genocide. People often forget that while others may not feel your pain, they can feel pain—their own. Despite the pain we experience every day, the movie does teach us this: new things are coming and we must move on. The old will get older, the new will become old, and there will be more new. In the end, there is only forward—only, what kind of forward? Well, you choose.











